FAKE and PHONY

Okay. So I know I have not been writing everyday, but I am still doing WAY better than I was. That's my justification. lol. But anyway. It is everyone's favorite time in college, ELECTION SEASON!!! *shows false excitement* haha. I absolutely HATE this time. Unwanted flyers, which means EXTRA garbage to throw away, all this talk about what people can or cannot do, and most of all...FAKENESS. People you see all the time, but they NEVER speak to you, all of a sudden want to speak because they want people to vote for them. SMH. paLEASE! Don't speak to me just to get a vote. Speak because you want to. SMH. The NERVE. I will be glad when this is over.
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One Thing Down

So I finally finished my paper!!! This is GREAT news since it took me forEVER to finish. That's why I've been M.I.A. this weekend. Ii had to handle business. I'm glad thats done with, but of course there is more to do. *sighs* #lifeofacollegestudent

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Give Me Strength

There have only been two times in my life that I have been so mad/frustrated that I started to cry. Those two times were 1: When my phone got stolen and I bought a new phone for $250 from craigslist and found out it was stolen, and 2: TODAY. There is this class that I have to take that I absolutely HATE, but that is because the professor is an old woman, who thinks her class is competing with her, and is always on the attack when we just want to learn. Today her crazy antics got the best of me because I feel like I am trying so hard in her class. I'm doing my work and everything that she asks of me, but she makes me feel incompetent. I do NOT like that feeling. NO ONE would. I'm not going to drop her class though like some of my other peers. I will continue to stay in her class and try not to let her get to me. I just know that I will have to pay extra hard for strength and patience. I know GOD will take care of me, and I will end up coming out of the class with a great grade. *sighs* lol

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Short Live

First of all, I'm sorry that I didn't post anything yesterday. I was consumed with school work. I still am, but this time I have a little bit more time to get it done. SO... about my fast from initiating convos with guys first...that was a FAIL. lol smh. I realized that that is not for me. haha. I started that fast so I would not always be texting guys first, especially for the guys who don't even respond to my messages. That was the purpose, but I don't need that anymore because now I only text for LEGIT reasons. lol. I know what you are thinking, "It's only been two days." haha. I KNOW! I'm doing better with that though. I'm speaking it until the world. lol.

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Is It Too Much?

So...I was on youtube yesterday listening to a song by Kelly Rowland and in one of the comments, it referenced this song so i typed it in to listen to it because I had never heard it before. After listening to it, i admit that I wasn't a fan and i'm still not, but i do LOVE Beyonce. I was done with the song after that. Today i got on yahoo and saw this 'beef' between Keyshia Cole and Beyonce regarding the song. Cole basically has STRONG opinions of dislike for the song. I mean i feel like to each is on. I don't blame Cole for saying what she said about the song. It's her opinion. I mean i personally don't feel like this song is Beyonce's speed, and the content itself is just UGH, but that's just me. A lot of people have something to say about this record, but for those people who have not yet heard it, here it is. Let me know what you think.

 

Cut It Out

So a month ago I decided to do a personal fast from fast food and my favorite candy ever, Mike and Ike. lol. It has been pretty successful so far, but today I got the idea of fasting from something else...GUYS. lol. I won't cut them off completely, but I won't initiate texting conversations with any. Yeah i know. It might be a little extreme and a tad bit cray-cray but...WHY NOT??? Guys get me unfocused because i tend to wonder if they are going to call and all this other blah blah BLAH. I realized I have more important things to focus on. I will be a senior next year so I'm focusing on graduating and getting into grad school. THAT'S A LOT. lol. Of course it will be hard but I can do it. I will of course have updates on how I am doing, hopefully all good things. lol

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I need to do better...

I started off so nice at the beginning of the year. I was posting stuff on a regular basis but after my phone was stolen, I slowed down...A LOT. lol. I have just had a lot going on. Between school, personal and church, I've been PRETTY busy. But one thing that was said in one of my classes yesterday motivated me to get back at blogging. Walter Mosley, an author we are talking about in my Black Authors class said that if you want to be a writer, you have to sit down and write, even when you don't feel like it. I AGREE! lol. I am going to start making myself write...starting today. I'm out for now, but I will be back.

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