21 Days After My Birthday

Hola. Como esta? lol. That was my little Spanish section. haha. But anywho, it is 21 days after my 21st birthday and I am feeling BLAH. It has nothing to do with my age or anything. It has to do with the fact that I am at home doing NOTHING all day. SMH. I am still waiting to hear back from the internship that I applied to, but the waiting is killing me. It is DEFINITELY the hardest part. smh. It's okay though because I KNOW that I am going to get it. In the meantime, I have just been chilling. I have mainly been hanging out with my BRO. Not my real brother of course. lol. He started calling me his little sister after a few times of us hanging out. He said he always wanted a little sister so YEAH. haha. We had a sister-brother day a couple of days ago. We got some ice cream and watched a movie. I also talked to him about my guy issues. If he's going to be my older brother, then I feel like he should know what is going on with me. haha. And maybe he would be able to give insight into his people. lol smh. It was a GREAT day. I like days like that. *sighs* Well...I think that has all that I have been up to. Hopefully I start to get a little bit more productive.

Until next time...

Another Dating Video Post

I just saw this video and it made me laugh. Hope you enjoy it!

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First Dates

I really liked this video when I saw it a few days ago. I thought it was befitting to post it because of my first date that I had tonight. I hope you ENJOY!

OFFICIAL date

SO...with me turning 21, I have decided to step out on a limb when it comes to guys. I am trying to be less picky. lol. So with that being said, there is this Sigma guy that recently crossed who has taken an interest in me. The thing is, I am NOT interested him...at ALL. Well last week he text me saying that we should hangout. He said that we should have already hung out, but ANYWHO. So in the spirit of things I said okay, not realizing that he would make plans to hangout so SOON. We had a day schedule, but we had no activity planned. We delayed that until another time though. A few days ago, he called telling me how he had thought of something for us to do. He told me that he was going to cook for me. 0_o This was my face. lol. I mean...no guy had ever done that for me. I thought it was sweet. I was hesitant to say yes, but in the end I did. Today, the day of the date, I was anxious and nervous. I didn't really know what to expect. This was my first real OFFICIAL DATE. Yeah I know. I might be a little behind, but that's okay. Haha. But I finally get to his apartment, and I see his roommates. This was a good thing...SOMEWHAT. It made it less awkward. It ended up being a really good night. And yes the roommates eventually left the room, not the apartment. Haha. But ut we ate and watched the game. We had nice conversation. When I was ready to go, because I wanted to be a respectful daughter, he walked me to the car and we talked some more. Overall, the night was great, but I still don't like HIM. lol smh. But I am proud of myself that I went through with the date and didn't chicken out. lol. Hopefully, I continue to grow and mature. And who knows, I could find a great guy soon. *smiles*

Until next time,

18 Days After My Birthday

Yeah yeah yeah. I KNOW. I may have had missed a FEW days of posting things...AGAIN haha. But I'm not going to bore you with the post I end up posting every few months about how I should do better. smh. So I am just going to get right to the point: I'M 21 YEARS OLD!!! lol I am SUPER excited. Like I really canNOT believe that I am 21. I don't necessarily feel a change, but because I am 21, I feel the NEED to change. I mean...I'm getting OLDER, though I am still young. lol. I just want to switch it up; step out of my comfort zone; improve mySELF. I just want this to be the start of something new. *sighs* I  can't wait for the new adventures that await me in the future.

Until next time,

CONVERSION

So on the car ride back from Hattiesburg yesterday, my mom and dad were talking about something they were discussing in Bible Study. They were so discuss their conversion experience. It got me to thinking. I got baptized when I was 11, but I don't think I have yet to experience a true conversion. I still have a lot of growing to go. I mean I'm only 20 years old. I haven't lived life yet. I feel like until I go through the valleys, I won't be able to truly experience the mountain tops. I'm just saying. Of course I am constantly striving for greater, but I can avoid what has already been ordained for me. Well that's my knowledge for the day. hahaha

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Technical Difficulties

So I had tried to post video up about me talking about spicing up my blog more me starting the official countdown to my birthday, (24 days until my 21st birthday), but I was having too many technical difficulties. *sighs* Hopefully I am able to fix that problem so I can get videos up on my blog.

Until next time...