OFFICIAL date

SO...with me turning 21, I have decided to step out on a limb when it comes to guys. I am trying to be less picky. lol. So with that being said, there is this Sigma guy that recently crossed who has taken an interest in me. The thing is, I am NOT interested him...at ALL. Well last week he text me saying that we should hangout. He said that we should have already hung out, but ANYWHO. So in the spirit of things I said okay, not realizing that he would make plans to hangout so SOON. We had a day schedule, but we had no activity planned. We delayed that until another time though. A few days ago, he called telling me how he had thought of something for us to do. He told me that he was going to cook for me. 0_o This was my face. lol. I mean...no guy had ever done that for me. I thought it was sweet. I was hesitant to say yes, but in the end I did. Today, the day of the date, I was anxious and nervous. I didn't really know what to expect. This was my first real OFFICIAL DATE. Yeah I know. I might be a little behind, but that's okay. Haha. But I finally get to his apartment, and I see his roommates. This was a good thing...SOMEWHAT. It made it less awkward. It ended up being a really good night. And yes the roommates eventually left the room, not the apartment. Haha. But ut we ate and watched the game. We had nice conversation. When I was ready to go, because I wanted to be a respectful daughter, he walked me to the car and we talked some more. Overall, the night was great, but I still don't like HIM. lol smh. But I am proud of myself that I went through with the date and didn't chicken out. lol. Hopefully, I continue to grow and mature. And who knows, I could find a great guy soon. *smiles*

Until next time,

18 Days After My Birthday

Yeah yeah yeah. I KNOW. I may have had missed a FEW days of posting things...AGAIN haha. But I'm not going to bore you with the post I end up posting every few months about how I should do better. smh. So I am just going to get right to the point: I'M 21 YEARS OLD!!! lol I am SUPER excited. Like I really canNOT believe that I am 21. I don't necessarily feel a change, but because I am 21, I feel the NEED to change. I mean...I'm getting OLDER, though I am still young. lol. I just want to switch it up; step out of my comfort zone; improve mySELF. I just want this to be the start of something new. *sighs* I  can't wait for the new adventures that await me in the future.

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CONVERSION

So on the car ride back from Hattiesburg yesterday, my mom and dad were talking about something they were discussing in Bible Study. They were so discuss their conversion experience. It got me to thinking. I got baptized when I was 11, but I don't think I have yet to experience a true conversion. I still have a lot of growing to go. I mean I'm only 20 years old. I haven't lived life yet. I feel like until I go through the valleys, I won't be able to truly experience the mountain tops. I'm just saying. Of course I am constantly striving for greater, but I can avoid what has already been ordained for me. Well that's my knowledge for the day. hahaha

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Technical Difficulties

So I had tried to post video up about me talking about spicing up my blog more me starting the official countdown to my birthday, (24 days until my 21st birthday), but I was having too many technical difficulties. *sighs* Hopefully I am able to fix that problem so I can get videos up on my blog.

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FAKE and PHONY

Okay. So I know I have not been writing everyday, but I am still doing WAY better than I was. That's my justification. lol. But anyway. It is everyone's favorite time in college, ELECTION SEASON!!! *shows false excitement* haha. I absolutely HATE this time. Unwanted flyers, which means EXTRA garbage to throw away, all this talk about what people can or cannot do, and most of all...FAKENESS. People you see all the time, but they NEVER speak to you, all of a sudden want to speak because they want people to vote for them. SMH. paLEASE! Don't speak to me just to get a vote. Speak because you want to. SMH. The NERVE. I will be glad when this is over.
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One Thing Down

So I finally finished my paper!!! This is GREAT news since it took me forEVER to finish. That's why I've been M.I.A. this weekend. Ii had to handle business. I'm glad thats done with, but of course there is more to do. *sighs* #lifeofacollegestudent

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Give Me Strength

There have only been two times in my life that I have been so mad/frustrated that I started to cry. Those two times were 1: When my phone got stolen and I bought a new phone for $250 from craigslist and found out it was stolen, and 2: TODAY. There is this class that I have to take that I absolutely HATE, but that is because the professor is an old woman, who thinks her class is competing with her, and is always on the attack when we just want to learn. Today her crazy antics got the best of me because I feel like I am trying so hard in her class. I'm doing my work and everything that she asks of me, but she makes me feel incompetent. I do NOT like that feeling. NO ONE would. I'm not going to drop her class though like some of my other peers. I will continue to stay in her class and try not to let her get to me. I just know that I will have to pay extra hard for strength and patience. I know GOD will take care of me, and I will end up coming out of the class with a great grade. *sighs* lol

Until next time...